I see the word “love”
and I feel nothing
beautiful words and letters
and I feel nothing
I used to feel the flutter
the stutter
the rhythmic beat pumping in my chest
every time i even heard your name
because to me,
you were love.
Now all I feel is an empty void
I shutter
my heart beat is constant
I flinch at the thought of you
now you are the very opposite of “love”
I once lived because of you,
Now I am dead, because of you.
We are all composed of skin and bones,
so what makes one ugly, and the other not?
we judge
and judge
and judge
and insert so much hate, so much pain into  the minds,
the minds of little girls and boys pinching at their skin in the mirror
the minds of adults covering their skin, their stretch marks, their age..
so tell me, what makes your skin and bones more beautiful than mine?
I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tired I’m tiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtired I am so fucking tired.
I am alone
Broken
Drowning
And nobody notices
They say I’m heartless, I am cold.
They say I’m a fool
They say nothing hurts me
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
I am always hurting and I am sick of it sick of the pain sick of the loneliness sick of everyone telling me it’ll all be okay when they cannot fathom the immense pain I feel.
Waking up is a reminder I am still here, in this dreadful world. I am sucked back into reality.
Why am i still here..
How am […]
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