Why is it that I’m such a failure? I used to think I was smart, and generally good at life. But ever since high school, I can’t help but noticing that compared to everyone else around, I’m not really good at anything. It doesn’t help that everyone expects so much of me. Like, my research partner and adviser. Every time I enter the lab I just feel useless and like an idiot since I can’t do anything right. And then there’s school work. I’m staying up past 1 am every day just to finish it. And it’s just me. My room mate is always asleep […]
