First off, I’d just like to point out that I never… ever imagined this would happen to me. It seemed like one of those things that the evil side of the world exhibited. A terrible thing like murder, torture, kidnapping, theft… Something that should’ve persistently steered clear of me, as it succeeded to for a good 15 years. I’m not saying I’m perfect, or lucky, or better than those who haven’t been steered clear of those sorts of things for nearly as long as myself. Only, the thought of things suddenly changing like it has because of something along the lines of “those things that the evil side of the […]
Someone out there, please help me.
Convince me that it’s a bad idea to commit suicide.
Convince me that the grass is greener over that muddy hill.
Convince me that if IÂ go along with my plan to kill myself today that the world would crumble at your feet. :'(
Tell me it’s ok.
Tell me it’s alright…
Tell me I’m better than this… and convince me that this knife up against my neck is only here to make things worse.
Please… Help.
Ok, so apparently, being suicidal is a bad thing.
They approach my “condition” with scorn.
They ask me, “Why can’t you just be normal like everyone else?”
They throw pills in my face and tell me to get better… As if it was that simple. LOL… I’m a waste of space in this morbid world, and, pills aren’t going to make it all better. So far, they haven’t. And it’s been quite some time now. 🙁
Honestly, I don’t wanna be like this… ‘I am (in the words of Korn) clearly broken and no one knows what to do’~ >_>
So apparently, being suicidal is a […]