So, it feels like I have nobody, but I know I have family and everything that care a lot about me, but I so badly want a different life, I’m tired of the same faces, same places…I want to live in a new town, actually a new state, new friends, new family, new name, new personality, new qualities…pretty much I want to be someone completely different from who I actually am and I want it so bad…I used to get urges to kill myself just for stupid random things because i was tired of them and annoyed, but I’ve never tried or self-harmed….I’d also want […]
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life….I don’t know anything actually. I spend every minute of everyday trying to make others feel so happy about themselves and cheer them up when really I’m the one that’s needs cheering up…
I guess it all started when I was in 8th grade, and yes, I know that that is a young age to start getting depressed, but that’s what I was…no adult could understand, you all are probably thinking, “you’re so young, you have so much to live for,” or something along the lines of that, but truth is, you don’t understand…there are so many young […]