It’s Christmas the happiest time of the year and I am just sitting in my bed crying. I am upset that I will spend Christmas alone. Why Can’t I handle this why can’t I want this more, I just want to give up. I hate myself. No one loves me and no one ever will. My parents don’t understand me they send my away to a therapist to get me to understand the value of life and how I am supposed to be. The guy who tells me he loves me can’t even make it to my Christmas, because his brother tells him all he […]
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sayummm
I find little comfort these days. I am only 19 but I have thought about killing myself for years. I think I was 11 the first time I have thought about it, but my parents told me since I was four I have always said things like I wish I was dead or I want to die. So I guess I have always thought about it. I have never tried because I know deep down I couldn’t do it to my mom and my dad how terrible would that be. But the thought has over taken so many that it scares me that one day […]