my story goes back over 20 years ago. I spent all of the time depressed,angry, unable to fit in, with an overal clarity and understanding of how dismal life really is. Enlightened. I finally was designated with PTSD…the VA profided all sorts of false hope and more than enough prescriptions to dull whatever senses I had left. I kept with their regimen..a good soldier with a true wish to be cured. Just to be happy….maybe even joyful. One by one, i lost old freinds, then family. A few hung in there becoming scholars on the issues. studying..proclaiming their understanding…..only to finaly cave in and admit […]