I’m just not sure right now.. I don’t know what to do.. I’m just playing my endless role of sitting in front of a computer screen melting my eyes, laying in bed at night and crying myself to sleep, melting my brain at school and giving into the fake delusions of my mind, giving in so bad that I talk to myself. My chest heaves in and rattles hard when I breathe, thats what they say. Breathe, but breathing makes you not cry. breathing makes you feel worse.
Why cant I stop crying….