Why is Everything white now?

I used to look up into the sky and smile because it was such a great blue day.. but as the years passed on and as friends began to leave.. I began to just hate the blue sky so much.. it made me so angry that there were no clouds.. or it was always blue.. I remembered that it made me so mad I never looked at the sky ever.. One day.. I looked up and everything was white. the cement, the sky, the clouds, and the dying grass. I never looked up and began to resent what I so much loved. I never had a friend who took me into their hearts or listened… that is until I met her.. I still remember her red hair and white face.. I still remember her beautiful smile, and reassuring words.. but now all of that is gone.. even she.. the world is shrouded in darkness past my bangs and I’m all alone now.. where’s mommy? she’s gone now.. and she stopped caring… she doesn’t look at my legs or arms anymore because she said i was a lost cause and gone…. where are all of the good people now?.. why is everything so white now?…

xxOpen Wounds // Closed world.