I cant cope anymore, ive been riddled with a thousand bullets of guilt ive taken myself to the darkest places trying to make this right but all i do is fuck it up i dont want to end my own suffering i want to end the suffering of the person ive hurt the only thing is i know suicide wont help that but i cant help feel that its the only escape the people you leave behind will hurt but those wounds will heal and right now i feel mine wont till i rid the world of my self destructive malestrom this is my last […]
Ive been thinking of suicide lately and this is not the first time i have attempted before and failed, i really thourght i had got myself over the worst of it after that until recently. Me and my gf split after a long period of being in a kind of together but technically not situation after i messed up an hurt her (wasn’t the worst thing i could of done but it was bad) all the guilt of hurting the person i love the most has kickstarted my depression and i did try to deal with it but im getting nowhere, i dont feel like […]