I’ve been so lonely lately and I feel like my music is the only thing I have to hold on to. Nobody will listen to me when I speak, when I cry, when I scream, I feel like I’m falling into a deep dark hole. Never to return again.
I’ve had so many thoughts about running away or killing myself… I’m starting to scare even myself.
I’ve always hated myself. I’ve never actually felt love except for when I was a kid. I’m still falling into the endless void.
Always was. Always will be…