I’m tired of looking for a partner. in a few hours, I’m going to rent a room at the local motel and do the partial suspension hanging method with one of my scarves. ive already semi- attempted it here in my house. i was on my knees and kneeling forward with the scarf tied around the door knob and on my neck right below my jaw. I felt my oxygen being cut off and I felt light headed after about 5 seconds and I took it off. I can’t kill myself in my house, I live with my mom and sister and I don’t want to traumatize them anymore then […]
shallowstares
SERIOUSLY i cant live any longer. i have failed at everything and am too weak of a person to pick myself up, and im too weak to kill myself.
i never delayed gratification growing up just always drowned my pain in smoking pot.
i craved adventure and always seeked for more, till one day in highschool my depression kicked in.
my time has come for me to go. i’ve contemplated hanging, and jumping in front of a train, no. i cant do it.
if we’re gonna die , might as well make it worthwhile.
so the question is, is there anybody serious out there ? anybody in the state of […]
SERIOUSLY i cant live any longer. i have failed at everything and am too weak of a person to pick myself up, and im too weak to kill myself.
i never delayed gratification growing up just always drowned my pain in smoking pot.
i craved adventure and always seeked for more, till one day in highschool my depression kicked in.
my time has come for me to go. i’ve contemplated hanging, and jumping in front of a train, no. i cant do it.
if we’re gonna die , might as well make it worthwhile.
so the question is, is there anybody serious out there ? anybody in the state of […]
and let it be the death of us. i want to go sky diving and just leave this world that way, at least it’d be exciting for the majority of the time.