SERIOUSLY i cant live any longer. i have failed at everything and am too weak of a person to pick myself up, and im too weak to kill myself.
i never delayed gratification growing up just always drowned my pain in smoking pot.
i craved adventure and always seeked for more, till one day in highschool my depression kicked in.
my time has come for me to go. i’ve contemplated hanging, and jumping in front of a train, no. i cant do it.
if we’re gonna die , might as well make it worthwhile.
so the question is, is there anybody serious out there ? anybody in the state of florida? that wants to go sky dieving (and i know its really skydiving but do you get see what im getting at?) lets enjoy the rush of air and the beautiful feeling of flying and do exactly what the instructor tells us NOT to do !
PLEASE tell me theres somebody out there willing.
im desperate.
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Ah… that sounds so scary.. only if I m not afraid of heights I would join u.
It will surely take u out.. pretty high enough.. good luck in ur journey.
I am in Florida. What part you in?
I have always wanted to go skydiving, but if I wanted to end it, I wouldn’t put that kind of trauma on the instructor.
Besides, I don’ inted to end my life. Things are better for me now compared to before, although some rough things are still coming, perhaps really bad, but I will survive 🙂
So should you.
if u don’t intend to end your life then why are u on the suicide project???
I thought of that once… i’m no where near as were you are, but i don’t think it might be good for the instructor and the people running the sky diving business… i don’t know how it works but they might lose their license, their business… you get my idea. Wouldn’t want to make someone else’s life miserable just to end mine.
why would they lose their business? its not there fault. and it wouldn’t be traumatizing because its not like it’d happen right before there eyes. it’d be 100’s of feet away.
I know I’ve thought this over and every suicide would impact someone lifes in one way or another. whether it be a paramedic, or an instructor, somebodys going to get affected. to say miserable idk, but I just wanna be gone from this world .
Where in Florida? And when? I live close to Miami.
im a bit more central, in tampa .. do u check your email?
FLwaterguy (at) gmail (dot) com.
@shallowstares: I know, that’s why i said i don’t really know how that works, and i might be wrong there. But i still think it’s unfair to them, since they don’t even know you and will have to deal with it.
He is taking a shit in the pool again…just ignore him. He just comes herE
to ***** about his ex wife and convert us devil worshipers
Im mid east coast of Florida, less than 2 hours north of Miami.
How far?