all of this pain…it didnt just come alive inside of me. it brought on throughout the years. i remember myself being such a happy child. i remember loving life and i remember i hated thought of dying. then i got to 5th grade and thats when everything started to change. people started to make fun of me because of my weight and because i wasnt all that smart.6th grade was the worst. the kids in my class tricked me into thinking that this guy really liked me and after a while i started to really like him too. then they told me that he never liked me […]
Pain burns through me and I cant stop the fire that kills me. Im nothing. Ill always be nothing. I like to believe that Im worth it. But am I truly? I can never be the girl that Ive always wanted to be. I could never be pretty, smart, extremely talented. Ill never be cool and ill never be someone amazing. Ill always be the fat ugly girl. Ill always be stupid…ill always be alone. I know that they all want me to be different. Even my own father wishes that I was different. Trust me, I wish I was different too. I trick myself into believing […]