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shatteredfragments

Love is a very strong word.. Just like hate. So yes, I love music. Because apparently, when no one was there.. It always was. Without music.. I wouldn't be here. My life is complicated, not very complicated. But still.. complicated. So yeah, music is basically the tape.. Kindda.. Like the tape that fixes everything.. Okay well not everything.. I mean the cracks will always remain but music is like this temporary thing which fixes things. I love music. Period, I'm 13 and I like listening to rock, pop, emo (it's a type of music you know..), alittle bit of country and kpop. I like to listen to dark, sad music sometimes because it helps relate.. But sometimes I like to listen to happy, bubbly music.. That's just me. I love BEAST, CNBLUE, Paramore, VersaEmerge, Avril Lavigne and Superchic(k). Recent song I listened to: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. Have an awesome day!! ^______^

What’s wrong with me?

by shatteredfragments 11/7/2012

written by shatteredfragments

What’s going on with me?

Honestly.. I’m not like this.. I don’t show my depressing side on school, and today all I could do was just think how much I was exposing myself. I mean in school, I laugh and I don’t care about my problems but how can I do that if all I can be is sad and kind of depressed..

What if someone recognized?

I mean.. I want someone to but at the same time I don’t want anyone to recognize that.. Because they might leave me.. And leave my life forever.

Does that even make sense?

Now whenever I come home from school, all I can […]

11/7/2012 4 comments

Why would he do that?

by shatteredfragments 11/2/2012

written by shatteredfragments

So there’s this guy.. Ha! There’s always a guy isn’t there?

But this story.. My story is completely different.

I never used to talk to guys.. They never used to talk to me.. Not usually.

And I’m new.. I just came this year.. So there’s a guy who is friendly, sociable and all that. My past was my past and I’ve decided to move on from it.. Sometimes.. yes the flashbacks come back and I either cry or I either smile.

Anyway, this guy eventually becomes my friend. And then he starts hanging around me more.. Well he’s kind of popular, because he’s really friendly and stuff, so he […]

11/2/2012 4 comments

Why do I want to feel pain again?

by shatteredfragments 10/27/2012

written by shatteredfragments

I used to self-harm..

It wasn’t serious.. It only used to be scars.. Only once it bled, and when it did, it didn’t bleed that much.

I started this year.. At the beginning of this year.. When I was 12. Now, I’m 13.

I don’t know what got to me but I broke.. I was depressed and no one knew about it.. My past wasÂ No one was there. I did have friends, but none of them knew about what I did to myself. I was never a talker. So none of them really knew.. Which was good. No one would really know me.. I tried to spill […]

10/27/2012 7 comments