I hate my life so much. I am thirty-eight years old and I have never felt the warm touch of love before in my life. I literally have no friends and have not had a stricken of luck for 10 years. I have tried to take medicine, but it never works, it just makes me more angry. The thought of doing it satisfies me, but when it comes down to it I am pathetic and cannot do it. I have schizotypal personality disorder and I also see and hear things. Not only am I depressed, but I enjoy the sight of blood and I love physical […]
