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Guilt trips…. really piss me off

by sick_of_it 10/20/2012

written by sick_of_it

I’ve been so relieved the past few days now that I have my out. (waiting for the materials to get here) I saw my med provider yesterday and skirted around the topic. I’ve been working with her for several years, now. She sort of doubles as a therapist.

She said, “What about your sister? And neice? Friends? And what about us?” She reminds me that my “choice” to die would effect many people for as long they live.

So I’m supposed to keep plodding on in order to save everyone in my life having to deal […]

10/20/2012 7 comments

What on earth should I do with my pets? ? ?

by sick_of_it 10/19/2012

written by sick_of_it

I have this sort of major issue I realized with my exit plan. What should I do with my dog, cat, pony, and horse? I have no idea how much time could pass before someone finds me after I go. I don’t want to leave a note with anyone I know regarding them bc I don’t want to single anyone out to deal with the immediate aftermath of my death. I also don’t want it to somehow sabotage my plan.

I’m almost thinking I should bring the horses to my neighbor’s pasture while she’s a work. And drop my […]

10/19/2012 20 comments

Happiness is figuring out a good way to go. I finally did! :)

by sick_of_it 10/16/2012

written by sick_of_it

*** ** MAJOR amendment to this thread!!! VERY IMPORTANT! Scroll down to my last post. It will save you A LOT of trouble! Seriously!!!! *******

I’ve figured it out! I feel like celebrating! I’m so happy and relieved!
In my heart of hearts, I believe people should be allowed the dignity and respect of deciding how long they live. To me, what drives a person to end their life is the devestating part; that profound suffering and internal unending pain. But not the actual suicide; that’s freedom.

For example, I recently had to have […]

10/16/2012 27 comments