I used to believe in God but I sat down and really thought about it and the concept of heaven and hell just seem too fairy tale-ish to me. But does anyone know the point of life? What is the reason for us being here? It seems like it’s money for a lot of people. And that’s why I want to go. Whether or not God stated it,”The love of money is the root of all evil” is definitely the truth. I see it in on my family’s faces. In the news. On the streets. The desire of money is completely taking the humanity out of […]
I’ve tried looking at life from a positive perspective but it still doesn’t change the fact that I’m ready to die. I’m 27 years old. I have Bipolar Disorder. I’m poor. I’m on government assistance. I’m African-American. I’m a woman. I’m extremely overweight. I still live with my parents. I come from a family of Narcissists who have each told me in their own way that they don’t mind if I die. I’ve tried to put myself out there in college and employment but nothing fulfills me. And no amount of medication is going to change how I feel. I’m already taking 4 meds and […]
It seems like it’s only popular in Asian countries but it doesn’t seem to work for people in America. Are people just not burning the charcoal in the right space?
I’m spending the last few days relaxing and writing notes to all my family. I know it might seem crazy because I’m cheerful about dying at 27 years old. I just feel like I’ve experienced all I’ve wanted/needed to experience from this life. It’s time for me to go. It might seem strange to have an upbeat attitude about offing yourself, but maybe that will leave behind a peaceful solution to those in my life who are living stressfully. I bought a bag of charcoal and I’m waiting for the day when my parents and brother aren’t in the house and I’m going to burn […]