It’s getting harder, I’ve been thinking about killing myself non stop since yesterday. The pain is pouring from my viens in small amounts for now but its not enough, theres so much more to come. I’m looking in the mirror and I know what I have to do to finally get some peace, I tried to turn a corner in my life but there is none, I tried to get better but theres no hope. I just wanted to be happy for once, is that too much to ask for? I just want to join you in death, I love you so much and without […]
I just can’t do this anymore! Every single day my urge to kill myself gets stronger, all the pain just keeps building up and I can’t take anymore and I break down. I have nothing and no one. The only person who ever understood me passed away a few weeks ago and all I want is to join him. I have been trying so hard for three years to turn my life around but it’s only gotten worse. Every night I cry myself to sleep because I’m scared, scared to wake up the next day to even more pain and confusion. I’m terrified of myself, […]