Soco

Anyone heard these words before?

Little back story: i have just come out of a 3 day low pressure system, (have started referring to my depression in weather terminology), stuck inside the house, sleeping excessively, & crying when i was awake. So a pretty intense period to say the least.

Went back to work yesterday, & because im honest with my boss i told him why i wasnt at work. Only to be met with…” but i just saw u and you were fine..”.

Now this was followed by a line of questioning in the vane of.. what do u think triggers it? What do u think about […]

Ok so i need to ask y’all a question… does ur depression affect ur sex drive??

Im married right, and it feels like i have zero sex drive. My wife is asking if im gay, ( her dad came out as gay after 12 years of marriage). I reckon we have had sex like twice this year!its not that i dont want too, it just never comes into my brain. Im on anti depressants and i know that can reduce sex drive.

Im also an opiate addict on methadone, & im pretty sure this can affect too .

Eithet way, does anyone experience this..  please dont tell me […]

Found a new spot to have coffee before work. This lonely scene sums up my feelings today better than words ever could.

Sydney moon.

Looking out the window at 6.30am. I like the reflections. Take care y’all. Sorry it loaded sideways. 

Ok so its been a while since i posted about my public transport journeys. This one from this morning. Its a bit bleak but… oh well. Enjoy ur day SP. X

ok so first up, this is just a little bit of a whinge about why i hate today..

Been raining since friday night and finally the upstairs gutters have blocked up and therefore causing my windows to leak. Drip drip drip. Chinese fucking water torture for sure.

I woke up with the worst urge to go and buy some drugs and get messed up. But the amount of methadone im on it would be a waste of money. Never stopped me before tho.

I dont have any clean clothes due to the rain and my lack of motivation.

No food in the house. Need to go shopping. Meh.

Its sunday […]

The view from my found resident evil umbrella. If u know resident evil, u will get the irony.

Hey everyone.  Im here. Im back for those who may have thought… mmm wheres that guy from Australia who posts those damn bus stop photos? Well im back. Just had a sp holiday. I was a bit  taken back by one member who looks  as tho they have left us. I think i forgot that this site is for people who want to die. I thought i did. Then something happened and i thought.. maybe not.

Well anyway, i needed to hear from someone, anyone, and i did. It meant so much to receive a message  from someone who cares. If ur struggling, or know soneone […]

Hey ant, I have not spoken to u much, but I have been thinking bout u today. im pretty sure ur date is coming up. Maybe tomorrow? ? I know ur commited to this so no point in saying dont do it.

All I wanted to say was that u have had an impact on me, with ur posts and the way u have been in response to other posts. I hope ur last days are good and I sincerely hope u find the peace ur after. Im sorry if I shouldnt be posting this but, oh well.

Anyway mate, i […]

Im spending so much time commuting atm, hence these pics.                                My life as viewed from bus stops.
Take care