I was thinking about the whole point of existence. I go through the motions everyday, I eat when I need to, bathe, etc. As human beings we all do all these necessary tasks in our life and the one thing that makes it worth it is Love. If you take Love out of equation, when you’re absolutely lonely, with no happiness, every thing seems mundane and pointless. Just for curiosity’s sake, is there any other point to being alive aside from feeling some sort of Love?
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My main problem in this life is loneliness, due to my disfigurement. I want to die but now Im having thoughts of waking up in a world wheres no other being at all, as punishment. Im not even religious but I have these fears. Deep in my heart I want to live, but life is so painful for me, I havent been happy in so long.
I’m miserable in this life but everytime I think of stepping in front of that train, it scares the crap out of me. I have nothing to live for, no friends and a handful of family that have had it with me. The way my life is, it should be easy for me to do it, but for some reason I keep holding on to life. I wish I had the conviction to just do it, I don’t know what it will take for me to end all this suffering.
I’m a 26 year old man, I was born with unfortunate facial and body features (giant lips, lazy eyes, bent nose, scoliosis) , I basically look very odd, like a freak. A low point of my teenage life, was a girl ‘dating’ me for a few days as a bet given to her by her friends, my world was crushed when I realised what the joke was. That was the closest thing to a ‘relationship’ I ever had. That was the first time I can remember seriously thinking of suicide. I dropped out of school shortly after that and began living like a hermit. I […]