Fears Of The Afterlife

I am sorry to hear of your disfigurement, I am a beautiful woman so this touches me deeply.

I can relate to a bit though, due to a med issue after I was married I found out my eggs were no longer good and I wanted to die. This is not my first brush w/ disappointment and wanting to kill myself. After I got the news, I drove around looking for a place to drown myself. The pain was so bad I didn’t think it would ever fade…it was bad. I would run when I saw an infant and I wondered Why me?

I got over it, but it was not easy, I am divorcing my husband so glad there is no kids, but I have been going thru a really rough time-I too fear the “what if”-being raised a Catholic, its hard to wonder, though I tend to be an agnostic, still, I can’t believe we all came from nothing, that the Universe was a science accident as the physicists would have us believe. Rubbish. Without prying too much can you get reconstructive surgery or is there any hope to cure/help eradicate your disfigurement? HUGS