my boyfriend of 8 years killed hiself 2 years ago. i went into a state of shock,he left our daughter of 3 and me behind, his full family and friends. i have since been so alone. i have my good days which can roll onto weeks but then over thinking turns into overkill and i cant help but think my daughter is better off without me. my family have been put through so much. i am a complete failure. always a worry to my family and when i go down i cant pick myself back up. i cant go back on my meds because im […]