Hello,
Just saw this site and read some comments, and I’ll add my story; there seem to be some here with a rational mindset who will let me tell it without trying to sway me to one decision or another, and may be able to relate.
I’m 42, married, 1 kid, decent job, nice home, etc. etc. Doesn’t seem to matter when it comes to the thoughts.  Seems I’ve had recurring suicidal thoughts since I was 16. Never tried it, or seriously planned it, but wow, the wanting to end it, and thoughts of how I would exit, have surfaced more often that I’ve cared to admit […]