I am alive today because I’m afraid that the day after I die might be the day the world becomes worth living for.
I am alive today because I can’t bear the thought of my parents crying for me.
I am alive today because my suicide would be a horrible lesson for my dozen+ nieces and nephews who look up to me.
I am alive today because I’m afraid that a suicide would send me straight to Hell for all of eternity.
I am alive today because I lack the courage to end it all.
But I wish I were dead. I wish my heart would just stop beating when […]