i’m not going to say any bullshit like i’ve had a hard life because i’m sure there are people out there who are far worse off, this is more of a way to relieve some anger or feelings because i don’t want to talk to any friends about this. i’m 17 now and some people would consider me pretty popular. i started having suicidal thoughts when i was only 13 which is fucking scary. my dad left when i was 2 years old and i still talk to him and see him every week but theres no real relationship because i feel he will judge […]