this god damn depression began 1 april 2012 , first it was hypochondria and big stress about health issues but than it evolved into something more sinister than I expected – depression . In june 1st i stopped feeling anything at all I began to feel empty , stopped going out with friends I played all thay long games at the PC , and some of my friends stopped calling me… Than after 2 months playing games 15hr/day I looked at the mirror at my skinny body, pale skin , and thought what the fuck is happened this psychosis destroyed me. I’ve lost some of […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6g4PouQeoc from 125 meters bridge , I will go there with my bike. First throw my bike then jum after it. I will wear my leather jacket i love so much. And also will listen music on my player during the fall. Last song will be from a favorite movie cool hand luke http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHf7TD4qwjk. The reason is that im disappointed with myself I have dreams but I don’t move my finger to reach them, I hate that IM SO LAZY, used to go to fitness , read many books etc… Now I don’t even like to go out with my friends, soon they will leave […]