I have been sort of wrestling with myself for a couple of weeks over if I can kill myself.
I know exactly what I would do, and have concluded the best time both symbolically and practically and that is 3.08 am.
~ some history~
From around the age of about 14 I have continuly overdosed and poisoned myself, mainly because I wanted to die slowly and in pain. About 2 months ago I lost my job, attempted a more serious method of suicide, survived, was released, went out and was sexually assaulted, funny enough it was in the aftermath of that, when I got sectioned. I was safe […]