I have thought long and hard about how to kill myself. I don’t have any reason to live I have lost everything that was important to me in a rash moment of drunken madness. My wife tells me I’m a worthless hopeless human being and I cannot go on. I have tried hanging myself.
I feel like a coward but I have to die as I cannot face the future and what I have to face. I have decided to end it.
I love my wife.
I have a good career and respect and I am about to loose it all. In the moment of rash madness I sent what could be seen as a threatening text to a former boss. I will probably lose my job I want my life to end in the next few days.