Thinking about ending it, I’m just so sick physically I can’t do anything; my emotional state isnt too bad, and mentally I’m just spent. I don’t think this is caused by being emotionally unstable, I think that I would have acted by now if it was. If anything its either for something to do, or to end my pain.
My biggest concern is failing and ending up blind, and from what I have read it’s not the most pleasant way to go, but it has a high fatality rate which is good.
One of my biggest reasons to not go through with it is the financial burden […]