TwistedSpace

TwistedSpace

Hello, As with everyone else, I'm sure. I've led a very difficult life, and still struggle with a few aspects of them. I first attempted suicide when I was very young during a period of sexual abuse. But being the rational person that I am, I realized that what I had together would never work the way I wanted. I have this fantasy of how I want to die - since you only get one shot at it, of course. I didn't want to mess it up! I have slip-ups now and then, and mentally I haven't completely recovered from what happened to me when I was younger. As a result; I suffer from a few disorders; Agoraphobia, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and Insomnia; all of which affect my daily life. Family also has a large impact in my life. Most of them have abandoned me, and the other half constantly fight among each other; continuously making the worse decisions, which ultimately contributes towards how depressed and closed-in I can be. Anyway, that's a little about what I've been through. Hopefully it isn't overboard, I tend to lose myself when I type.