I hate you people who are all like, “My life sucks, who wants to die with me?” Then you get a list of people who are willing and you’re like, “Nope, you’re all too young!” Like what the fuck? As long as they’re over the age of 18 you shouldn’t give a shit.
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I hope this doesn’t anger you, but I would much rather we all solve each others’ problems and (as childish and unlikely as it sounds) live happily ever after. Because every single person I’ve seen on here has, to the extent of my knowledge and observational skills, a beautiful and kind heart.
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I think alcohol poisoning would more then suicide
I think what we are all truly feeling is that what is so bad is modern society… We are deep thinkers, early evolvers… Conscious lovers… The truth i am reading is… “i am all alone, who wants to live with me?”…. Anyone?
I agree, this is what I think we all ultimately would choose if we could find a way. Its the underside of how I think we all feel.
Again adding to so much youth as, well a gift. But that feeling for me is very personal to my experienes in my life as I have lived it.
But ALL feelings are valid, and nobody should be, nor did I get the feeling, ranking whose life is worse than whose. I dont know twisted’s story. I just know mine and my memories of 18. I doesnt matter though.
If I can help or talk to you please reach out. I guess as an old 40 something (when did that happen??? Lol), you pull at my maternal heart strings. I dont have kids, but if I did it would kill me to find out they were suffering the way I have been. Kill me.
I read the post it was a jerk move to not let you come with
I dont think anyone was saying no, you cannot come. At least thats not how I read it as an outsider to your feelings and what was said to you. I think a few people were saying they have so much more hope for someone your age than for themselves. I think, alrhough it obviously didnt feel this way, people were trying to be nice.
But I didnt hear a “No,” and besides, theres a whole group of people talking. One or two people do not have control and have not been appointed as leaders or decision makers.
Yes you are an adult and ultimately can, even if you were not an adult, do as you wish. You dont need permission and I dont think anyone thinks they have the ability to control your actions. I think for older people than you, you may just invoke a parental concern that was trying to be expressed.
I really dont think anyone was judging you or proclaiming to have aurhority over you. It just stirs a bit of sadness to see a life unlived. Please see it the way I saw it, expressions of care.
Yep. How I reacted was pretty childish. I totally understand now. 🙂
Let me know if you want to talk. Im actually pretty good with teen-somethings. Even over the adult mark 😉
I used to teach HS and my students loved the shit out of me, because i 1) did not judge and 2) remember those feelings particular to that age group. And 3) i hated to see their views pushed aside as “not as important” as the so called adults. The teachers were a living mess lol. I got out while I could.
For what its worth.
Isabella
You’re a pretty awesome person, Isabella.
Aww, well thank you mask 🙂
Pain does result in heightened empathy. I was even ridiculed as a teacher as being too lenient and “babying” my students. I 100% steadfastly believe those teachers? Need to resign. And fast, and like, work at say, walmart taking money, smiling, and saying have a great fucking day!!! Next? (repeat).
No disrespect to anyone who works at walmart lol.
I’m a pretty horrible person. I’ve lost tons of friends because of my suicidal thoughts and actions in the past. I guess they weren’t actual friends, but I thought they were at the time. I mean, most of them just picked a nice moment in the middle of the night to leave and never speak to me again. They leave without one word to me, and these are the people who say I can come to them for anything.
I hate myself as much as they do. Only, I’m stuck with myself. They can easily leave without a word and be done with it. I wish I was able to kill myself, but since I’m so emphatic to those I’d be leaving behind, I stay here and suffer.
I don’t know what we’d be talking about. I don’t know a thing about you, but I’ve met a heap of people in the past who would say what you’re saying now. They were the ones who would leave without a word.
I lost my two best friends after a shitstorm hit my life and i became dead set on suicide, a few years ago. And these were people Id had known for 15-20 years. They were so used to me helping them, and so was I, it took a major crisis in my life to see they could not reciprocate.
Im not here to preach… Hell I came here because I recently had a miscarriage that made me decide Im done. Im in my 40s. I dont know if I could help or not. But I coukd listen, and understand at least some if your feelings.
One thing i have learned, is i will never give 100% to selfish uncaring people again. Its probably what led to said shitstorm. My own making? Sure. But I didnt understand and I sure as hell didnt deserve it. I had been through absolute fucking hell. I tried to off myself maybe 5 times- never worked. But I finally figured out how, and am now, once again, thinking. This is whats best.
Maybe you dont want to talk to me. But I would try anyway.
Just know ppl are also suffering and, as a result, for me, cant stand to see others suffer because we know how goddamned horrible it is. The yearning to vanish. Even to feel pain sometimes. It is sometimes better than thinking. I drink at night. Things feel worse at night. I try to sleep.
Im probably not helping.