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You know those weeds that grow in the cracks of a sidewalk? I'm like one of those, only if it had been allowed to grow to the size of a small tree. Had I been pulled out and disposed of when I was just a small weed, things would have been fine. But no, I was allowed to grow to the point where my roots have started to destroy the sidewalk in my immediate vicinity. It is now cracked, buckled and crumbling. I don't know how to repair it; all I do know is that once the weed has been eradicated, then - and only then - it may be possible for the sidewalk to be repaved and renewed.

Iâ€™ve fallen and I canâ€™t get up.

by sansesperer 7/12/2012

written by sansesperer

Over the last 3 or 4 years, I have been sinking further into despair. I am now at a point where I am ready to exit. The timesÂ I have been most at peaceÂ over the last few years have generally been when I have been sleeping; I figure that a sleep where I never wake up would be a good thing. I know this might sound like a First World Problem, but my descent began when I got made redundant during the GFC. Since then, I have had to take jobs that have paid less, and also had to use up all of my savings during […]

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