i dont know why, but the thought of suicide has been haunting me for the past few weeks. every time i come to face an issue, the easiest solution seems to be just ending my life alltogether. i don’t want to, not at all, so it is really freaking me out that suicide has crept its way into my mind and refuses to leave. i’m beginning to wonder if there is anything i’d really miss leaving behind. once you’re gone, you’re gone. you feel no regret or remorse towards your life. it’s just gone, empty. but i know this is not what i want. “you […]