Sometimes i really wonder why im still here…i guess its cause im too chicken to really do it
Im sorry. I hope you see this :[
Bored and tired but cant go to sleep even tho its still pretty early over here. Anybody wanna talk?
Im actually kinda happy right now which is really really wierd for me haha. Im happy cause im in an amazing relationship with this amazing guy 🙂 hi lifeishorrible <3 haha but at the same time im worried about my great-grandma whose 100 yrs old, ses in the hospital and it doesnt look like shes gonna make it….i guess you cant have happiness without an equal amount of sadness
Got in fight with parents, boyfriends ignoring me, best friends out of the state and all i want to do is scream. Anybody want to talk? I just need to take my mind off all this shit
Cant fall asleep even tho lifeishorrible kept me up till 4 last night!
I dont cry. I really dont. I didnt cry when my cousin spread rumors about me, when the girls would push me down stairs and the boys would slam me against lockers, when someone who i thought was a friend back stabbed me, when someone who used to be my friend literally spit in my face, when nobody cared. I only cry for 2 things: the death of a loved one and romantic/sad movies(yeah i know dumb reason to cry but hey im human). I used to cry myself to sleep every night when i was younger but i promised myself never again. I refused […]
Hey everyone! I havent been on here in forever but im feeling kinda crappy right now…plus i cant sleep haha, anybody wanna talk?
hey anyone hear from lifeishorribe lately??? i haven’t heard from him in awhile and kinda worried…
hey guys haven’t been on in forever…so things are starting to look better, me and my parents are getting along better and last week the guy i like asked me out and is now my boyfriend 🙂 so why do i feel like I’m waiting for the floor to fall through??? Â because when things seem too good to be true it cuz it is….right?
Had a semi-good day 🙂 Im in the GSA(Gay Staight Alliance) at my school and we did a day of silence today to honor those who could not stand up and speak for themselves out of fear. I held out for the whole day! We had little signs we wore to say why we werent talking, of couse ignorant people always screw things up, i was asked, more like harrased 6 different times today about if i was gay or bi (im not but i havevfriends who r) oh well theres always dumbasses in the world.
Hey everyone, i havent been on in awhile, my laptop died 🙁 hows everbody? Anyone up to talking to a depressed sleep deprived loser?
Answer: Being depressed AND sleep deprived..oh well anybody want to talk?
Im a idiot because i actually thought that my life was about to get better, when it was really about to get a hell of allot worse. Im done
I should change my username to alwaysawake since i can never sleep. Oh well anybody up and wants to talk?
When every day sucks, it makes the semi good days seem like miracles…i could really use one of those
Im tired of thinking things will be better. Im tired of hoping to find a guy who is nice and likes me for me. Im tired of being burned by people i trusted. I tired of waiting for happiness. I tired of waiting for someone to hold my hand, hug me when i feel like crying and kiss me in the rain. I havent been on here for awahile cuz i hoped that i didnt need it anymore…obivously i was wrong because my life will never be better and i tired of sticking around waiting for the impossible to happen…guys are assholes and girls are […]
Lots of people on here say there is no God, im not trying to preach or anything seeing as i only go to church for funerals and weddings. But i do believe that there has to be something, do greater reason why we r on this earth other than just becoming furtilizer…im just voicing my personal beliefs if u disagree then no biggie, im not trying to preach my beliefs or belittle anyone elses…
Like most of the people on this site i am depressed and suicidal, but life could be so much worse..
Kony 2012:
http://www.youtube/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc&sns=em
awake again…anybody wanna talk?
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