im 18 years old. i get mad easily . i cut myself i’ve thought of suicide a lot of times. but i remember hell is eternal this pain is just temporary. my mom is very strict . she calls me worthless , bastard, ***** and all sorts of names. today she called me a failure. i cry a lot but i have no one to talk to since god is ignoring me. i try to do good but i guess its not working …never slept with any guy. most guys i talk to treat me like shit. they act like i’m worthless . i have […]