im 18 years old. i get mad easily . i cut myself i’ve thought of suicide a lot of times. but i remember hell is eternal this pain is just temporary. my mom is very strict . she calls me worthless , bastard, ***** and all sorts of names. today she called me a failure. i cry a lot but i have no one to talk to since god is ignoring me. i try to do good but i guess its not working …never slept with any guy. most guys i talk to treat me like shit. they act like i’m worthless . i have no friends because people say i act like a white girl . most people dont even know me but hate me. i dont smoke or drink curfew is at 8 and did i mention im 18 my mother constantly yells at me everyday cause i dont study. i just dont know what to do with my life anymore. i’m not scared of death i’m just scared of going to hell. i have no one to tell my problems to.
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You’re doing the right things in life. You’re basically living the ‘straight edge’ lifestyle, like I do (no drugs, sex, alcohol etc.). Don’t listen to the mean and hurtful things your mom is telling you. You’re a good and worthwhile human being and our world really needs good people in it.
thatoneshygirl,
hey need some one to talk too! i’m avaible i’ll listen
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You are such a sweet girl! I’m kinda like you too, I never had sex with anyone and I do not do drugs or smoke…There should be more people like you, you are misunderstood and don’t listen to those mean and hateful people, they know nothing about you, they don’t know what beutiful and kind soul lives inside that body of yours!