Hello, back in 2012 when i was 12-13 years old I got diagnosed with a severe case of depression and got medication as a result of therapy alone not working, my depression was caused by constant physical and verbal bullying and being alone not being able to ask my family for help because my brother had autism and i did not want to be a burden, a year goes by with medication and home schooling and I get to go back in school with a soft scedual (fewer classes than normal kids to care over my mental health) back then i where often on this […]
hi my name is magnus i have went with depression being socially out and much more today i have gotten help but i feel that a childhood were i dont remember much else than a few good birthdays here and there othervise just alone bullied and allways fighting the other kids in constant paranoia when i was 8 to 10 years old had anger mannegement issues and all but after a depression i today at the age of 17 only just started at the age of 15 to feel happy and free from depression my doctors and parrents say that i prolly did not really […]
Im at full health if you ask my doctor and my depression is allmost gone but i feel like there is something hidden i cant get away with im getting more and more mature but i did not have my childhood because of bullys. can some one explain what is going on ?
life is love for somebody but when you love somebody you will miss them and it hurts but when you lose those you love and miss you feel like you got hit by evrything bad but in time you lern to see the little shine there is in death and when you find out what death is you wil know that it is a pretty thing,
that is tired of getting that same shit in the face by people who just got what do i know have a boyfrend who broke up with them and then they start saying their life sucks and no one knows pain evry day i fucking go with a preesure in my eyes like i am going to cry i have lost so must family got bulied beaten and forced to do stuff i dont want i now i just dont know. im in hell cant get out of hell but i can lay down and give people an step more to get out.
i have been on pils for over a year but i only feel more energy the pils were for taking care of my depresion but now i dont know i have a hatetrid so big but will to hold it down but i dont know were to put over 12 years of hate suffer pain so now i walk arond my doctor say im fine now but i feel emty not a box with a big hole more but just emty and burning i try to hold it away by hanging out with frends but it cant help for ever i feel like im in […]