There was a chill in the wind that night, one like no other.
The darkness made it hard for sight, but I didn’t know it mattered.
The strength of your grip, the frame of your stature;
As you grabbed my hips, before I knew it I was captured.
You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn’t get off.
You were too strong and heavy, I couldn’t get you off top;
With your hand over my mouth, I kept screaming stop.
My throat went dry, I couldn’t scream.
I tried and tried, but the harder […]
Alright so, its been so long on here nobody would remember who i was but my name is Candice, and i posted here last year giving my story. Today im just gonna give a summary because i dont have time to type alot and I have nothing now. No one to go to, no one i can talk to. I’m going to make this as short as i can because i really need somebody to read it.
From the time i was in kindergarden i was bullied. It wasn’t until 4th grade it started getting bad. I started getting in trouble at school, i owed […]
I Killed Myself In December Last Year.
That Christmas There Was No Christmas Tree.
There Was No Happy Christmas Music.
There Were No Family Dinners.
My Friends Couldn’t Keep Their Heads Up,
They Spent Hours In Their Rooms Screaming At Nothing.
Screaming That They’d Do Anything For Me To Come Back,
And I Was Confused Because I Thought, And Believed,
People Would Be Happier Without Me.
5 Months After I Died It Was April.
The Flowers Were Blooming,
The Leaves Were Turning Green Once Again.
Spring Was Starting,
But I Still Hadn’t Seen My Friends Or Family Smile,
Like They Had When I Was Around.
I Started To Think Maybe People Did Love Me.
Maybe I Was The One That Made […]
Save Me, Help Me.
Keep Me From My Mind.
I Don’t Know What I’ll Do, Keep Me Out Of Time.
Anybody, Come For Me.
If What They Say Is True, I Don’t Have Much Time Left,
I Won’t Know What To Do.
I Feel The Anchor In My Heart Sinking Even More.
All Alone, By Myself The Sadness Rains And Pours.
I See My Pen And Paper, On The Table Across The Room.
Soon The Pain Will Stop, It Will All Be Over Soon.
I’m Going To Draw A Picture, A Picture With A Twist.
I’ll Draw It With A Razorblade, I’ll Draw It On My Wrist.
As I Draw This Picture, A Fountain Will Appear.
With This Flowing […]
Unlike My Last Few Posts, Wich Are Rather Long. This One Wont Be Nearly Half The Size. In Previous Posts I’ve Explained My Family And How They Simply Cannot Stand Me For Reasons No One Can Seem To Explain.
My Father, Wanted Me To Spend Independence Day With Him. Me And My Mum Are Very Limited In Funds And Weren’t Able To Do Anything Anyways, And My Mum Encouraged Me To Go. I Did, And It Went Just As Expected.
I Hadn’t Been To My Pop’s In Years. I’m Not Comfortable There. Take That Times About A Billion And You Understand How I Feel Around The Rest […]
This Post Will Be Relatively Different Then My Last, For It Is Not About Me, But About Ronan.
I Have Known Ronan For 2 Months. I Met Him On A Sight Called Imvu, And He Is The Closest Friend I Have, The Best Person I Have Ever Met On The Internet And The Best Person I Have Ever Met In General. No Doubt In My Mind That We Met By Fate, I Hadn’t Been On In Months, I Entered A Random Chat And He Came Into That Chat Shortly After. His Friend Summer Followed Him In And We Had Started Talking. After A Week We Had […]
Not Exactly Sure How To Start These. I’m Just Gonna Wing It.
From The Time I Was In Kindergarden I Was Bullied. Pushed Around, Bothered. No One Really Ever Left Me Alone. It Wasn’t Until 4th Grade It Started Getting Bad. I Started Getting In Trouble In School, I Owed 6,000 Hours Of Community Service By The Time I Had Finished 5th Grade. The Beginning Of 6th My Life Started Going Downhill Fast, My Parents Got Divorced, Week To Week With Mom And Dad. I Was Severely Unwanted At My Dad’s House. My Aunt Lived Next Door And My Uncle Lived Across The Street, I Couldn’t […]