The Illusion Set To Kill

The cutting started two years ago when I moved. I’ve always wanted to do it, but never had the courage to do so. I did it in class and couldn’t stop untill my arm was filled with cuts and blood. No one ever looked at me, no one ever cared. I kept it hidden untill they weren’t noticable unless you looked right at my arm.

Cutting is my escape plan… It was the closest thing I have to suicide without actually dying. My suicide plan is to someday slit my wrists but I’ve been very sensitive about people touching my wrists so I still have to get the courage to […]

Everyone seems to have two lives. Whether they are both good, both bad, or opposite. But it seems like we all have two sides…

I live the double life, outside smiling and laughing, having the best time of my life. Occasionally sad due to natural things such as death and such, things people extpect me to be sad about. But inside I feel as if I’m just trapped inside my head. It’s always different there…sometimes I’m falling…sometimes I’m drowing…and other times I just sit there, watching. I watch the people around me, happy. And I always it to stay that way forever. I’ve spent all my life […]