Hey… Let’s just say my name is Azzy. I’m not all sure where to start…but I’m pretty sure I have the idea of what this site is about. Content 18 and older~
     So let me start from the youngest to now. When I was about 5 going on 6, I was very curious. My mind was to old for my body. My uncle had been 12, a horny pre-teen and he knew everything about porn and sex and such. On days he had to watch me, I’d beg him to show me the ‘naked ladies’. But…to do that I had to give him multiple blowjobs… Just to see them. I’d choke all the time… It only happened a couple of times. I’ve gotten over it. But it still lingers in my head…
    When I was about 6 I lived in a big house with my mom, grandma, uncle, and my grandmas boyfriend. Let’s call her boyfriend Bob. Bob used to come home from work around 12 at night. At that age I was obsessed with trying to be a ‘big kid’ so I naturally tried to stay up at night. I used to fall asleep on the living room couch, watching George Lopez or movies. When Bob would come home he would take the remote from me, like any other person, to take over the T.V. But one night I made the mistake of having the remote laying on my tummy, under the blanket. In order to get it, he had to reach under the blanket (so I won’t wake up) and get the remote. His fingers brushed over my ‘privates’ and seemed to stay there. This became a routine. He’d leave his fingers there for what seemed like forever. Sometimes he never even grabbed the remote. Around a year later, I was sleeping with my grandma and she went to the store, leaving me with him. He layed next to me, took my hand and put it in his pants forcing me to touch something I had no intentions of ever touching. But, as I grew older, he knew I’d figure out it was wrong to do so and he stopped.
 When I was 9 I had a friend who lived two houses down from mine. We can call her Russia. Russia was 12 and also knew everything about sex. I was still curious about those things and she tought me about it all. At that moment in time, I could remember things unlike when I was 5. One day I was at her house and she was teaching me once again. I was freezing so I grabbed a blanket and covered myself. It was a long blanket and I hadn’t known she was under it too. She scooted over, leaning against me, and started touching me. I didn’t know what to do so I just layed there. Then she pulled me on top of her and forced me to kiss her. I went along with it. Then her brother came in and I ran out. When I told my mom what happen, she didn’t believe me…which just made it worse. I’ve never seen her again…and I don’t plan on it.
This is only part of my life I’ve wanted to share…my stories will go on and on… Untill the day I die.
6 comments
That’s really intense. But did you know it was wrong when you were little?
No…I know it felt wrong. But I thought it was normal at the time.
Your not alone in this deparetment. Im here if you wish to talk.
Thank you.
fuuuuck.. that is intensee.
a question – why did you give your uncle blow jobs? surely you didnt need to see naked ladies that badly??
Don’t be mean! >_> I dunno why. I was a stupid child.