Nightmares again last night, the meds didn’t do much to help. Only slept for two hours. God, I’m so tired. Waiting for the day to start is abysmally boring, especially when you’ve hardly slept for days. But I’m trying really hard to focus on the positives, I will make it through this.
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TheBishop
Hello there! I’ve been having a rough time lately, and would like to get a bit of it off my chest.
I’m turning 21 next week, and I’ve been telling myself since I was much younger (7 or 8, I think?) that I wouldn’t live this long. I’ve always felt that I just wasn’t supposed to be alive. What a trip, right? Time passes so fast. In addition to being suicidal, I also have Asbergers and am extremely obsessive-compulsive, and don’t have many friends.
Over the past couple of weeks, my sleep has gone all to sh**. On the relatively rare occasions that I am able to […]