No family,no friend,no lover….no one…..My flaws are I care too much and I am too sensitive. Anyone feel this way?
Mostly started at 9 I truly dont want this life never did.
I just want to go back to the start of it all I want to stop myself from being born I feel I have no life line no soul…..Im just existing not living No one can full comprehend this at all……I was totally not meant to be born I feel it in me…I have the worst timing in the world…and my anger,rage and sadness is getting worst. I know soon I will do it. this is how I feel ……
http://www.listenonrepeat.com/watch/?v=OqKWxAmOLaM
I feel no one or nothing has ever given me the opportunity at life or love or friendships or to even have a family I just never had a chance ever,by no one or nothing.. I feel the only thing I can control is my own death…..and this will happen and I will die…no matter how many times I get it wrong I WILL GET IT RIGHT EVENTUALLY.
I’m a loser,no job,no talent,no friends,no family,never had someone really love me it was all fake. All I am doing is existing I am not living I have felt this way since eight years old when I lost a pet bird and realize how life is so short and things around you die and leave pain behind. I truly want to not exist any longer…. too many things have gone wrong in my life and I cannot erase or ignore this darkness that has taken over me and follows me everywhere. Why does the world look at people like me as insane or crazy or […]