This post is going to be really short. I just want to kill myself.
Some time this week, I was planning on cutting my arm really bad and then going to the nurse and counselor about it. What do you guys think would happen? Would they send me straight from school to a psychiatric hospital? Would they just call my parents and have them start taking me to a psychiatrist?
I feel like I’m just waiting, not living. I feel like I’m just waiting for a day that is so bad it pushes me over the edge and I finally can have peace.
Whats the point of hanging on? Does it get any better? I’ve been hanging on, but nothing is getting any better. I just don’t see the point of fighting through all of these emotions only to feel like crap every single second of every single day. Is there a reason for me to stay? Cause I honestly can’t see the point of living anymore and I don’t want to either. I seriously 100% believe that suicide is what is right.
I’ve had depression for almost a year now and my life is just falling apart. Over the summer I’ve tried to kill myself 5 times, but can’t even do that right. I have nobody to talk to about how I’m feeling because nobody understands. They’ll just label me and think I’m a freak… People think I have a perfect life because I’m popular at school and always seem happy, but they don’t know that every night I consider killing myself. I’ve been on another depression forum and people keep saying things will get better and to just hold on, BUT IT HASN’T GOTTEN ANY BETTER!!! […]