They try to tell me its chemical. Here… take this drug and you can start to live again. Here pop this pill and you can start to feel better, after three or four months. Placebos.
It numbs me from feeling anything. That’s all the antidepressants and antipsychotics do… Numb.
I don’t want to be numb. I don’t want to be a mindless drone going through the motions of being alive. I don’t want to meet someone and have them run in the other direction once they see the pills in my medicine cabinet.
Besides, its not chemcial. No. Not really. I’m 25. I had my first breakdown when […]