Its been about four days since she told me, and its been hell for me. I haven’t eaten anything, and all ive done was just sit around and waste away. Every time I looked in the mirror, I saw nothing. Every time I looked into my own eyes, I saw nothing. I felt nothing, so basically was just a walking zombie and that feeling is too familiar to me. All I ever wanted out of this life is love because I haven’t felt that from anyone since i was a kid. It’s sad how I’ve perfected the art of shutting myself down and blocking out […]
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theycallmejosh
My girlfriend told me she cheated on me yesterday, and that was the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I went up to her job to talk to her about it as soon as she told me, but that didn’t help at all. All I could do was wait for her to get off so I spent that time wandering around town aimlessly and sitting behind BJ’s slicing my arm to ribbons. I told myself I wouldn’t fall back into those old habits, but it’s like when you have nowhere else to turn to all you can do is that, and i […]