I know that there are people worse off than I, but I just feel hopeless. I’m pretty sure it isn’t just teenage angst because the hopelessness has been in my thoughts for 5 years. I’m 18 now.
No one knows I feel like this.
To everyone, I’m the happy, awesome kid that people love to be around because I’m almost never negative.
I have a lot of acquaintances, but I’ve never had a friend.
I never could talk to my family. I almost committed suicide for the sole purpose of getting attention from them. I just wanted to feel like they care about how I feel. […]