I’ve figured out how deep I can cut so the scars will fade so within a week no one can tell what I’ve done. But it’s not deep enough. I just want to do it to help myself, but I can’t even do that without people getting involved and putting me in boxes. I’m afraid to cut because I can’t have anyone discovering it, and I’m afraid to not cut because I’m more scared of what I’ll do if I can’t.
