why is it that whenever i let someone into my heart they tend to fuck me over and act like nothing ever happend?.. im soo sick and tired of being treated like shit. everyone i love just ends up leaving me im all alone and i hate it, seems like no one cares. everyday i walk around like nothings wrong but the truth is im slowly dying inside i just wanna close my eyes count to three and poof all my worries are gone. (HA i wish it was that easy) ive lost so many friends and family in my life and growing up with […]
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well for so long ive been wanting to just die and i thought suicide was the only solution to ending all my pain and misery. ive also started cutting again. but no matter how deep or how much i cut the pain never fades away i now know suicide/cutting isnt the answer to being “happy” again its something i need to work on in the inside i guess? i really dont know. anyways everyones telling me i need to be put on medication but i dont wanna have people saying more shit about me than they already do idk i feel like if the word got […]
okay well idk what to do anymore i just feel very lonely and i have so many people that care about me but i still feel like no ones ever here for me. i just wanna end my life i feel like it would take all my pain away that i have bundled up inside me ya know? anyways i just cant take all this crap anymore my life is spiraling down slowly and i hate it. not one good thing has happend everytime i turn aroud i get more bad news ……………