I’m not here to complain but I’m here to ask why. Everyone pretends to understand my situation but they have no idea. Confession: I’m gay. That is the first time I have ever told anyone that. I’m 15, and I live with my two parents. Both of them are anti-homo-sexual activists. Whenever they see it, they say “I’ll never understand that. It’s disgusting.” I always smile sadly and agree. I don’t think anyone knows and I don’t want anyone to know. attempted suicide twice, cut every night and I’m pretty sure I have Multiple personity disorder. I think so wrong and no one even knows […]
I’m just trying to understand life. i don’t know who I am. Why I’m here…? If I’m going to be forgotten in the end, then why even try? Life has been rough, you know finding out who you are. But I think the worst part is knowing who you are, and not liking it… At all. I’ve made plenty of mistakes that I choose not to mention. I’m not proud of who I am, not am I sure who I am, but whoever I am, I am not worthy of being around. I’m so…wrong in so many ways. And I can’t change that. And nobody […]
I’m torn to pieces right now. I’m going back to school in 2 days and I just wasn’t to kill myself already. I have SO much work to get back to and everyone at school hates me and says stuff about me and I’m just behind done. Home isn’t any better. And my self harm is gonna get worse i can tell. Goodnight everyone
If your hear to criticize me or call me attention seeking, please just leave me alone.
ever since I was born I was always the odd one out, the 3rd wheel. My voice and my face is annoying and ugly and I know you people are gonna be like your not ugly but trust me I am. My dads always hated me and sometime last week, he snapped. He described in vivd detail about how I was useless and said he wished I never existed. He called me a loser and a few other names that I can’t say (I don’t swear) but I’m 14. My […]
Usually, if I would try talking to somebody they would laugh at me, yell, or call me an attention seeker. I hope it’s different on here
now I know there are many people that have way worse problems, but honestly my self confidence crumbles every single day. I started cutting myself about 2 days ago and have been hiding it ever since. In gym class, people laugh at me because I’m not athletic and I’ve always been insecure about my weight. 2 weeks ago, I tried starving myself. A kid at my lunch table almost caught onto me because he saw I wasn’t eating so I […]
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