I’m not here to complain but I’m here to ask why. Everyone pretends to understand my situation but they have no idea. Confession: I’m gay. That is the first time I have ever told anyone that. I’m 15, and I live with my two parents. Both of them are anti-homo-sexual activists. Whenever they see it, they say “I’ll never understand that. It’s disgusting.” I always smile sadly and agree. I don’t think anyone knows and I don’t want anyone to know. attempted suicide twice, cut every night and I’m pretty sure I have Multiple personity disorder. I think so wrong and no one even knows about what’s wrong with me. I do not concede that I will have a future.
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Good night, hope you have a good day in school tomorrow.
You as well. I’ve seen some of ur posts here. How have u been hanging?
Hi…id like to say I understand,, which by saying that I want you to believe me. I am a mom of a 20 and 26 year old. I grew up with an aunt who was gay. My kids always had friends around who were gay. I dont see anything wrong with it. We are who we are. Honey…please dont do those things anymore. You have your whole life ahead of you. Send me your email address if you would like to talk.
I’m a bit late in replying to this, but I figured I have at least a little to say about it. First of all, your parents are wrong, and if you ever decide to tell them, they probably won’t like it. Honestly, it’d probably be best for you to move out of your parents house asap, staying with them will only make it much, much worse, also try to avoid talking to them about the subject in the meantime.
Hell, for the future part, my only advice is just keep going. It’ll get awful at times, and I can’t say you won’t attempt again, but if you can make it through highschool there’s a small safe-haven, if only for a short while.
believe me when I say this, there is an amazing world out there for you to explore, but it is no crime to want the one’s you have known all your life to want to love you, and care for your, and to care for your safety, and to be happy for your success, and it is also no crime when you realize you have to move on
lmfao i dare u fkin kick off tell ur parents and call them fkin ****** h8ers small minded retards i duno just dont lay down and die its better to survive and fkin take your power fk what they think they are fkin idiots oh yeh i disagree with it myself my cuz came out to me i supported him when his family h8ed that kinda thing and they accept him now he lives a kool life ofc hes gay and happy as fk not my close m8 anymore lol but the point is tell ur parents to fk off when ur ready to go ur own way fk them fkin idiots they r
I know being gay isn’t easy. I guess you life in the USA and right there it isn’t easy. Especially when your parents are anti-gay. I live in the Netherlands and even though this is a ‘gay-friendly country’ and freedom of expression, being gay is still a kind if taboo. Last week a boy in beaten up because he was wearing pink glasses. I know it must be really hard for you, but once you’ll be a really strong person, stronger than you are now, and you won’t give a damn shit what other people about you say. Because it doesn’t matter, the most important thing is that you are happy and happy with yourself. And that takes a long time, but you’ll come there. Good luck7
I won’t tell them. I won’t tell anyone. Always think of others before urself right? I’m not going to ruin their life because I want mine to be perfect. I just don’t see a way out of this
@thisisnodemocracy. dont worry. im gay too but i would not tell my parents because they dont even deserve to know.